The house I lived in as a small child was on the corner of two roads. The house was set in from the smaller road so it meant our back garden (back yard) bordered each road up to the intersection. A fence created the necessary safety for my siblings and I to play freely in the garden. I was very young and I don’t remember being tempted to venture beyond the fence. But I have clear memories of my mother sternly warning us not to go outside the fence.
Fences provide a boundary. Sometimes they keep things in. Sometimes they keep things out. Fences can be used to keep people, pets and property safe. They give an indication of a property line or even a geo-political border. Whatever way it is used, a fence is a visible, physical manifestation of an invisible line; a demarcation between two realms. The extent to which one is allowed travel. The limit beyond which one is unable to go.
Sometimes we create boundaries where none were intended. More often we assume a boundary exists because someone, somewhere, implied that it does.
When I was a teenager, I remember being told that God no longer works miracles; that all miracles stopped after the time of the Apostles. Even though this didn’t make sense to me I allowed that thought to become a fence that cut through the middle of my spiritual prairie. I’ll never forget the season when I dismantled that fence after experiencing God’s healing power.
Similarly, I grew up in a tradition which did not practice prophecy or pursue the voice of God for practical, relevant life direction. This, too, became a fence which corralled my yearning for the tangible presence and voice of God. Again, it was a joyous endeavour uprooting those fence-posts after learning to hear the voice of Holy Spirit.
Those are examples of substantial life-changing lessons. But if it was possible to have such large fences in my life for many years, is it possible that I may still have fences of which I’m not fully aware?
Recently I find myself asking, what are the small fences that still limit me from experiencing the fullness of all God has for me? What are the beliefs that limit my relationship with the Father? Do I have beliefs that undermine the One Whom I Believe? Are there incorrect or miss-placed boundaries on my beliefs?